Sasaki Taro, 19 yrs, currently in M University. Raised in Hokkaido, lives with his younger sister Haruhi. Likes dango, dislikes the silence. Works at 7/Up Convenience Store.http://yaoi-rp-directory.tumblr.com/
i’ll think about it
-He bit his lip, thinking how to word it.-
Umm..I feel weird..
-He shook his head, thinking of a better way to put his words into a sentence.-
No, I mean..strange? Like, my heart is going offbeat..and my body feels..weird?
-He shivered as another tingly feeling ran down his spine and then giving him goosebumps when Hiroshi wrapped his arms tightly around Taro. His face goes red as he looks right into Hiroshi’s eyes. Unusual but unique auburn eyes with lime-like green colour in the outer part of the iris. It amazes Taro how he just noticed the unusual, beautiful colour. “So pretty…” he thought, getting lost in Hiroshi’s eyes.-
Am I weird for feeling like this?
-He asked without a second thought.-
ーMaybe you’re in love with me that you’re feeling like this. Your heart is racing just being near me, you’re having trouble describing how you feel.
-Hiroshi just smiled up at him and ran his hand teasingly down his back just to get a cute reaction from him. He noticed how Taro was staring into his eyes and probably getting lost in them. He usually had that affect on people but he didn’t mind when Taro did it. Taro’s eyes were actually pretty nice as well, it was almost as if Sato was drowning in them, but to make sure he didn’t get too carried away with this he shook off the thought and smiled up at him-
Or maybe you’re turned on.
-Hiroshi’s hands ran down Taro’s back teasingly, making him tremble to his touch. What he was more embarrassed about was as he runs his hands down Taro’s back, he reacted by letting out a little cry of pleasure. Once he realised what he had done, he quickly bit his lip down, glaring at Hiroshi.-
D-Don’t do that!
-The hands that were on Hiroshi’s shirt grips on tightly. He averts his gaze somewhere else. He could feel the heat on his face reaching from to his ears to his toes. His hands start to tremble.-
Well…you’re responsible! Do something about it!
-As Hiroshi embraced Taro in a hug, Taro felt the familiarity of Hiroshi’s warm, inviting chest, feeling comfortable as he lay on top, hugging him back. As they stayed in that position for God knows how long, Taro could hear Hiroshi’s heart beating, skipping a few beats, making Taro blush and his heart beating in sync with Hiroshi’s heart. It felt strangely nice, to hear Hiroshi’s heart beat for him. “This feels nice…”. When he felt Hiroshi pulling away, the heat he felt from Hiroshi’s chest might have faded, but the sound of his heart beating still echoes in his ears. He blushes as he hears Hiroshi’s confession and seeing him happy made Taro feel a pang in his heart, his body was feeling strange too. He still felt hot in the now cold night. He gulps, thinking whether he should ask this next question.-
Um…Hiroshi…?
ーYeah, what is it?
-Hiroshi stared up at the male above him and caressed his cheek. He could still feel Taro’s heart beat beating against his own chest and it sounded like it was excited. The sun had almost completely set now and the stars were starting to come out above them, the moon was also visible to where they were lying down. His long arms wrapped tightly around the others body to make sure he was securely on top of him and there was no way he would fall off him-
-He bit his lip, thinking how to word it.-
Umm..I feel weird..
-He shook his head, thinking of a better way to put his words into a sentence.-
No, I mean..strange? Like, my heart is going offbeat..and my body feels..weird?
-He shivered as another tingly feeling ran down his spine and then giving him goosebumps when Hiroshi wrapped his arms tightly around Taro. His face goes red as he looks right into Hiroshi’s eyes. Unusual but unique auburn eyes with lime-like green colour in the outer part of the iris. It amazes Taro how he just noticed the unusual, beautiful colour. “So pretty…” he thought, getting lost in Hiroshi’s eyes.-
Am I weird for feeling like this?
-He asked without a second thought.-
-For some reason, those words stung, as if being stabbed by an arrow. Something was itching Taro in the back of his head, he felt a little light-headed and then something blocked it out. Taro was fighting. “Not this time..” he thought. “I want to remember this.” he persisted to himself. He felt like something was blurring his vision but it was only a tear. Why was he being all emotional for? He shook his head and glares at Hiroshi.-
Are you kidding me? How can I forget you?! You’re you always on my mind, it’s impossible to get rid of you!
-He didn’t exactly know what he was saying. It just happened. Everything came out, something his heart had felt. Guilt? Blame? He wasn’t blaming Hiroshi, he was actually blaming himself. For Hiroshi to say something like that must mean he had been blocking Hiroshi out of his mind but failing since he keeps popping back up. Like a cat trying to get it’s owner’s attention until it’s satisfied. “Persistent bastard.” he thought, chuckling to himself. Without even thinking twice, Taro leans in and pecks Hiroshi’s lips. Then once he parted, looking down, his face was flushed red and for some odd reason, he could feel tears in the corners of his eyes.-
I’m sorry..if I’ve ever put you through pain..Hiroshi.
-He croaked, finally saying his name, without being drugged.-
ーI’m glad you think that, because I really like you and I want this to happen.
-It took him by surprise, Taro actually was the one to kiss him first. Even though it was only a peck it was good progress for the blonde. To go from being shy (even though he still was) he swallowed his own pride and kissed Hiroshi willingly. Sato hugged Sasaki to his chest, smiling to himself and breathing in the others scent. There would definitely be sand in his hair but he didn’t care. This moment with Taro was something he had wanted for a while and there would be no way he’d be giving up on it now. He pulled back from the hug and the voice that said his first name lingered in his ears for a few seconds more than it should; but it made him feel all the more happier-
I can honestly say this, this is the best date I’ve ever had.
-As Hiroshi embraced Taro in a hug, Taro felt the familiarity of Hiroshi’s warm, inviting chest, feeling comfortable as he lay on top, hugging him back. As they stayed in that position for God knows how long, Taro could hear Hiroshi’s heart beating, skipping a few beats, making Taro blush and his heart beating in sync with Hiroshi’s heart. It felt strangely nice, to hear Hiroshi’s heart beat for him. “This feels nice…”. When he felt Hiroshi pulling away, the heat he felt from Hiroshi’s chest might have faded, but the sound of his heart beating still echoes in his ears. He blushes as he hears Hiroshi’s confession and seeing him happy made Taro feel a pang in his heart, his body was feeling strange too. He still felt hot in the now cold night. He gulps, thinking whether he should ask this next question.-
Um…Hiroshi…?
-Cold, rough lips touched with his. Taro couldn’t help close his eyes. He never thought about it, it just automatically happened as if that was something normal you should do when you’re kissing someone. Though Hiroshi’s lips were rough, the kiss was gentle and it made him shiver as if electricity had coursed through Taro’s body. Oddly enough, Hiroshi’s lips felt familiar. Images of a construction site popped up in Taro’s head. Another image of Taro getting resuscitation from Hiroshi when he choked on his bubblegum and when he pecked Hiroshi’s lips to win a game. “Have we kissed before?” he thought to himself. But he couldn’t even answer his own question, his mind was mushed and hazy as Hiroshi was kissing him. “This..isn’t so bad..” he thought, letting out a quiet, little moan.-
Ngh..
-He was so into the kiss that when he realised he had just moaned in the kiss, he quickly parted, feeling embarrassed. He panted, regaining the oxygen he needed, looking down to Hiroshi.-
S-Sorry…
-He stammered, arms covering his lips. He was trying so hard to hide the blush, he thanked God it was slightly dark. Oddly enough, he was feeling hot on a cold night. “What is wrong with me?” he thought. He felt funny after the kiss, something strange was happening to his body. “Why do I feel like this? Am I running a fever?” he thought. The way his body was reacting right now, could be mistaken as a fever but it wasn’t painful and his body didn’t feel sluggish. It was more…excited.-
ーMmm…
-Sato’s hand trailed up slightly to entangle his long fingers into the blonde strands of hair. Though he did notice that Taro moaned into the kiss he just enjoyed it while it lasted and kissed back a little harder. After seeing Taro pulling back from the kiss and panting with a light blush he just smiled up to him and tilted his head slightly to the side just to look up at him better. He could feel a strong heart beat between their chests and the orange glow that the sun shun onto his dates face could not be more perfect-
Don’t apologise, you don’t remember..but we’ve kissed a couple of times before now.
-Hiroshi remembered that night at the construction site, how he told Taro he had feelings for him and he couldn’t control himself and just kissed the man. The next day, he forgot completely about it and probably forgot the other kiss. But Hiroshi didn’t, because he really did admire Taro. Even though their future might not be a good one, he just wanted Taro to be beside him all the way. He pulled the other down so they were a lips distance away and whispered-
Will you remember me tomorrow?
-For some reason, those words stung, as if being stabbed by an arrow. Something was itching Taro in the back of his head, he felt a little light-headed and then something blocked it out. Taro was fighting. “Not this time..” he thought. “I want to remember this.” he persisted to himself. He felt like something was blurring his vision but it was only a tear. Why was he being all emotional for? He shook his head and glares at Hiroshi.-
Are you kidding me? How can I forget you?! You’re always on my mind, it’s impossible to get rid of you!
-He didn’t exactly know what he was saying. It just happened. Everything came out, something his heart had felt. Guilt? Blame? He wasn’t blaming Hiroshi, he was actually blaming himself. For Hiroshi to say something like that must mean he had been blocking Hiroshi out of his mind but failing since he keeps popping back up. Like a cat trying to get it’s owner’s attention until it’s satisfied. “Persistent bastard.” he thought, chuckling to himself. Without even thinking twice, Taro leans in and pecks Hiroshi’s lips. Then once he parted, looking down, his face was flushed red and for some odd reason, he could feel tears in the corners of his eyes.-
I’m sorry..if I’ve ever put you through pain..Hiroshi.
-He croaked, finally saying his name, without being drugged.-
-Taro was taken aback at how considerate Hiroshi was with Taro’s feeling. Except..even though Taro was scared..he started to trust Hiroshi a little. Like as if he had kept up this wall, and just one brick had tumbled out. Taro wasn’t scared of dating the same sex thing. Taro was probably scared of Hiroshi, of what Hiroshi might do to Taro. He was scared, but but not scared? It was difficult for him to understand these feelings. He can already feel a little change in him, like something was different. But a little change couldn’t hurt could it? “Just go for it!” his left mind cried. “Tell him how you feel.” his right mind reasoned.-
Umm..Sato-Kun..
-He looks into Hiroshi’s eyes.-
It’s not that I’m scared I..I don’t mind.
-His heart drummed slowly, loud in his ears.-
You can do whatever you want.
ーI was just making sure.
-Hiroshi placed one hand on the back of Taro’s neck, pulling the male closer to him while his eyes closed. A small smile peaked on his lips, knowing what was coming and he was going to get a chance to finally kiss his date. When their lips met, for some reasom he found himself inhaling deeply through his nose, just the face that he was kissing Taro right now made him feel breathless. His other arm wrapped around the males back while the kiss continued-
-Cold, rough lips touched with his. Taro couldn’t help close his eyes. He never thought about it, it just automatically happened as if that was something normal you should do when you’re kissing someone. Though Hiroshi’s lips were rough, the kiss was gentle and it made him shiver as if electricity had coursed through Taro’s body. Oddly enough, Hiroshi’s lips felt familiar. Images of a construction site popped up in Taro’s head. Another image of Taro getting resuscitation from Hiroshi when he choked on his bubblegum and when he pecked Hiroshi’s lips to win a game. “Have we kissed before?” he thought to himself. But he couldn’t even answer his own question, his mind was mushed and hazy as Hiroshi was kissing him. “This..isn’t so bad..” he thought, letting out a quiet, little moan.-
Ngh..
-He was so into the kiss that when he realised he had just moaned in the kiss, he quickly parted, feeling embarrassed. He panted, regaining the oxygen he needed, looking down to Hiroshi.-
S-Sorry…
-He stammered, arms covering his lips. He was trying so hard to hide the blush, he thanked God it was slightly dark. Oddly enough, he was feeling hot on a cold night. “What is wrong with me?” he thought. He felt funny after the kiss, something strange was happening to his body. “Why do I feel like this? Am I running a fever?” he thought. The way his body was reacting right now, could be mistaken as a fever but it wasn’t painful and his body didn’t feel sluggish. It was more…excited.-
No it’s not!
-He blushes, hiding the fact he did like those type of cliché things in romantic comedy movies. Just as Hiroshi pulls Taro down to sit beside him, he accidentally pulls Taro too hard and not intending it to happen, but it did.-
Oof!
-Luckily for Taro, he landed on Hiroshi. The whole time Hiroshi was laughing, Taro couldn’t help but blush. Oddly enough, it felt familiar. “Why does this feel familiar? Should this feel familiar?” he thought to himself. As Taro holds himself up, he almost made way when Hiroshi caressed his cheek.-
S-S-Sorry…
-He said, apologising for no reason. If he had to apologise, he would apologise for landing on top of him. But how stupid does that sound? He looks away, anywhere, just so Hiroshi doesn’t have to see how stupid he looks right now, well, how stupid he feels.-
ーTaro, do you mind if I kiss you now?
-If this was any other person, Hiroshi would probably already be in bed with that person. But not Taro, he wanted to do this right but he thought that a kiss couldn’t hurt. After all, he had been holding back from kissing this male the whole time they were out and the last time they kissed was back in Taro’s apartment. Sato really wanted to kiss him, because he could tell Sasaki was still a little uneasy around him and he wanted him to get used to it-
You don’t have to be scared, I won’t try anything with you.
-Taro was taken aback at how considerate Hiroshi was with Taro’s feeling. Except..even though Taro was scared..he started to trust Hiroshi a little. Like as if he had kept up this wall, and just one brick had tumbled out. Taro wasn’t scared of dating the same sex thing. Taro was probably scared of Hiroshi, of what Hiroshi might do to Taro. He was scared, but but not scared? It was difficult for him to understand these feelings. He can already feel a little change in him, like something was different. But a little change couldn’t hurt could it? “Just go for it!” his left mind cried. “Tell him how you feel.” his right mind reasoned.-
Umm..Sato-Kun..
-He looks into Hiroshi’s eyes.-
It’s not that I’m scared I..I don’t mind.
-His heart drummed slowly, loud in his ears.-
You can do whatever you want.
-For some reason, Taro felt happy. Happy because, maybe, Hiroshi trusted him or something. Telling him all this when he barely knew Taro and yet, he didn’t even ask Taro his life story. Not that he wouldn’t. He would if he could, but the past left a scar that not even time could heal.-
Then..I’ll be looking forward to that day.
-He sent Hiroshi a warm, whole-hearted smile. It’s been such a long time since he could smile like that. The last time he smiled like that was when Haruhi’s first words was his name. He looked down at Hiroshi’s jacket and gave him a questioning look.-
Why do I have to sit on it and you have to sit on the sand?
ーJust sit down, I don’t mind. Besides, isn’t it that kind of cliched thing from a romantic movie that you like? The guy puts a jacket down for his date so he doesn’t mess up his clothes.
-Sato reached his hand up and pulled on Taro’s arm so he could come down to the ground. But accidentally pulled to hard and Sasaki ended up falling on Hiroshi and thus tackling both of them onto Sato’s back with Taro on top of him. At first, he just laughed from the incident. From just a tug on the others arm both of them ended up laying in the sand with each other, but after the laugh went away he just reached his hand up and used the back of his hand to caress Taros cheek-
Sorry about that, but actually, I’m not too displeased with the way we ended up right now.
No it’s not!
-He blushes, hiding the fact he did like those type of cliché things in romantic comedy movies. Just as Hiroshi pulls Taro down to sit beside him, he accidentally pulls Taro too hard and not intending it to happen, but it did.-
Oof!
-Luckily for Taro, he landed on Hiroshi. The whole time Hiroshi was laughing, Taro couldn’t help but blush. Oddly enough, it felt familiar. “Why does this feel familiar? Should this feel familiar?” he thought to himself. As Taro holds himself up, he almost made way when Hiroshi caressed his cheek.-
S-S-Sorry…
-He said, apologising for no reason. If he had to apologise, he would apologise for landing on top of him. But how stupid does that sound? He looks away, anywhere, just so Hiroshi doesn’t have to see how stupid he looks right now, well, how stupid he feels.-
